I find that I love to love God with my mind, but it's SO easy for me to fall into the trap of intellectualism and finding my self worth in knowledge about God. But Paul's words keep ringing in my mind: "I want to KNOW Christ and the power of His resurrection."
"The temptation occurs when the disciple desire for people to lust over the disciple's ideas about God instead of falling in love with God."
The bridge from the song "You Won't Relent" has been on constant repeat in my mind:
I don't wanna talk about You
Like You're not in the room.
I wanna look right at You,
I wanna sing right to You.
You won't relent until You have it all
My heart is Yours.